Very Depressed

Today malaysia is a public holiday.

Today I have more than 90% time , I stay at home.
Reason is not anyone date, and not date anyone.
I only watched old animation which is called “Gundam ZZ”
although I was watching “Gundam ZZ”, I feel I am sad and depressed.
And I cannot find out reason.

juz maybe not people date!?
in addition,a lot of people were hated by me.

Whatever I feel I am very sad and depressed..
I am stop at here..
Since I feel I will more sad If i continue.